逃

ENLfinal exam，
失眠了一整夜，
带着沉重的一颗脑袋和心上场考试。

显然，
我放弃了！
拿着考卷我不能自主的想逃！
我相信且深信我会Retake……
我不想，但当下我的精神由不得我决定。
我太失败了！
彻底失败……我很想逃避……想逃离考场。

失眠，
也许不是我身体上的问题，
而是精神上的问题。
越睡不着，越不能入眠。
9个钟在床上翻滚……有谁可以理解，体会我的感受？

我越知道，明天的考试对我会有几重要……
越是不能放松……

心想放松……脑却一直提醒自己。

人可以控制一切。
可以控制行为，
控制机械，
控制情绪……但是，控制不到自己的脑袋。

我有恐惧了……
每晚入眠都在恐惧……

我不想这样……但不得已这样…………没人懂我。

上大学后，我真正明白了……
我并不怎么了不起……我只是一颗比米粒还小的尘埃。

严重失眠！

为什么我失眠可以失眠到那么严重？

我真想杀了自己……！

想象一下在床上不断换姿势……

不断翻滚几个小时。

直至凌晨六点……

七点起身上考场。

在考场上，

头昏脑涨！昏昏沉沉！

回到宿舍，

又呕又吐！

累到半死！

躺在舒服的床上，

竟然可以睡不着！！！！！！天啊！！！！！！

谁可以一棍打晕我？

让我一觉到天亮？？？？？

明天还有考试啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

Insomnia

Tomorrow is my MGT final exam,

in order to have full of power to accomplish my paper.

i should sleep early to take more rest.

But!

shit...

insomnia again~

Now, i want to lying on bed and try to sleep~ Good night!

♥

yesterday,

we planned a trip on our 4th anniversary--18Aug

wish that can achieved smoothly...

baby!

i love u ♥

study weeks

study weeks...

is a short break for students prepare their final exam.

fxxx,

i never touch my book yet...

Saturday,

watching "Harry Potter 7, part II" with my sweet heart vender,

not bad,

but! Book is better than movie much and much!

Sunday, finally bought transformers3 ticket,

and watched with my dear family...

Nice movie!

Monday,

hang out with dear vender at Sunway pyramid...

bought a trousers and t-shirt at "Forever 21"...

long time didn't shopping! exited! haha~

night,

yamcha with my jie mui wei~

we chat until midnight~

Wednesday night,

dinner with vender and his family~

this following picture is about a punishment who made me angry,

i used a peg to clip his nose... until tears!!

看你还敢不敢惹我生气!?

first sem

English studies presentation of my coursemate~

Celeste, Eddy, mii^^, pei qi, jing lin,

lecturer-Mrs.carolinwood, mao shi, qiao er, bryan.

Upload a few photos of life recently.

french presentation...

^^ laptop background

hostel room~ D2-14

you len

celeste

vivian

french movie-group members

...tired

doing 2 assignment until now.

quite happy because the french video can hand in on Friday.

wakaka~~~

i done it !!^^

SHIT!!!!!

Using window movie maker to do french individual video,
about family...

expended much of time to make this...

BUT!!!!
when i done and open it...
my video do not have

SOUND!!!!!!

i delete all the draft already...
what should i do now?
how to record my family sound again?
DAMN!!!!

this assignment won't get high mark !!!!
wish that i can pass this subject... ...